August 11, 2014
Well, my heart has officially split in two. The Assistants to the mission president finally rearranged the boundaries of our stake and it resulted in us losing the Riverside ward. That means no more lessons with Anthony, Chad, or Daniel! I cried when I found out but I didn't complain because I know it is for the good of the work and I will leave eventually anyway. But first they are taking my companion, Sister Taylor up to Layton, which made everyone in our wards sad, and then we found out about losing Riverside right after church! I have been on the verge of tears for a good 18 hours every time I think about it. Starting next monday, the elders will take over the Riverside ward and we will take Capitol hill. It is a needed change but it hurts to say goodbye. People always told me before my mission how hard it is to say goodbye to people, but I didn't anticipate it feeling like this. As I've been reflecting on the situation and my strong emotional reaction, I remembered that yesterday's sunday school lesson was all about sacrifice, and I specifically made a comment about how God doesn't just require to sacrifice some of who we are, but ALL of it. for Abraham, that meant he had to sacrifice his identity as a father and be willing to give God his son. For me, on a much smaller scale, it means giving up my identity as a missionary in the Riverside ward to further the Lord's work in the way he wants it performed.God definitely has a sense of humor. He knew that lesson would help me keep an eternal perspective throughout this change. As sad as I am, I have felt a great sense of peace and comfort that all of the people we loved and worked with in the Riverside ward are in the Lord's hands now.
On a more positive note, I am getting an amazing new companion- sister Tranchina from Spain! She is going to be a Sister Training Leader with me and is moving from the spanish program to English and YSA. She is a little nervous about the adjustment, but she was already serving in Rosepark so we know each other well. She is an amazing missionary and is one of those people that you just know is good through and through when you meet them. We found out our relief society president Shannon has a bike I can use and Sister Tranchina already has a bike so that we don't have to use our car all the time! I am super excited. I've been dying to get on a bike since I got to the mission. It is a great blessing to have a car, but it makes me feel really lazy and being on a bike will be a good challenge (though we will still have a car when we need it.) Also, Anthony got baptized on wednesday! His parents flew in from North Carolina and everyone who came could feel the strong spirit there. Anthony already has an amazing testimony of the Book of Mormon and he is going to be such a strong member. We shared a message in the middle about the Plan of Salvation and I got emotional as I bore my testimony about eternal families and how God knows us individually. Something I had everyone do in the audience was to ask themselves this question: "Am I a child of God?" The amazing thing about the holy spirit is that it can't lie. So if you're reading this I want you to ask yourself that question as well. I promise that God will answer you in your mind and your heart. He is listening, he knows all things, and he is ever aware of us as his beloved children, no matter what mistakes we've made or how little we believe in him. Truth is truth, and it can't be denied.I know God has a plan for us, an eternal plan, and if you don't know about this plan yet, ask the missionaries, they can help you! :)
Love,
Sister Pearson
Romans 8:16-17
Funny moment of the week: Daniel was asking us what it was like meeting and teaching Anthony.I told him "well he was a lot like you in some ways!" Daniel said "Sister Pearson, I'm from China." I'm going to miss that guy and his unexpected sense of humor! Good thing we'll be friend forever!
I expect mom is itching to see some pictures right about now so here you go....
President and Sister Bennet, Anthony's parents and us!
Meet Jeremy and Jeff. Every time we teach them we end up talking about heaven because they want to see their mom and grandparents again and I just want to cry! They were wearing matching shirts that day:)
Our tongan sisters... We love them!!
pre-transfers breakfast on the floor!